9.10.2007

Sunday night lights

Life, its such a funny thing.
Human nature is an interesting thing. The way we interact. The things we do, what we say. How we act. The way we wan to be percieved, the way we want to think. What we think. Mental ease. Mental poison. The reality of our minds eye. Vivid. Visceral.

Tranquility is difficult at times. Defenses rise like the tides of our sublime ocean, and deadly as such. Hate and anger, the strong arm of the devil allow us all to feel the sharp pangs of his grip. Strong and relentless.

Life is moving, yet ever so still. Taking our chances, yearning the thrill. The future, an inspiring concept. Life is now. Your thinking is now, right now. Save this feeling. It's all you have. If its hurt, if its pain, if its glory. You might need it when the clock strikes twelve.

The Window, oh so clear. Clarity to keep, and trying not to weep. Wondering which arrows from cupid this life wants to keep. There is no point in fighting what can't be faught. When you aren't even looking, you will get caught. Hakuna matata, such a wonderful phrase. But not so wonderful in a moment of fire. The blazes of life, overwhelming and underlining... Secret but not, open, but very closed. Please stay closed. The ignorance and bliss of not knowing its contents. I would give mountains to be in its debt, but do I have mountains to give.

The Shards of our existence fitting so nicely. Or not so nicely, but enough to keep the flow ebbing forward. Easing the days and nights of pain and happiness at the pace of all healing and ever constant time.

Slowing down. You see within yourself. Fade to black. Lets them fall into place. It always falls into place. We retreat to our own places. We never let anyone in our spaces. These dormant places that suddenly realize are no longer dormant, but are in fact bubbling with life.

-Davey :)


(i enjoy ranting. I am not suicidal nor am I depressed, I just like to rant)
(hope you enjoyed this, and take any sense of it you please, its all true, it just depends on you)

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